They were going for the mushroom vacuum which scared me into pushing the hardest I've ever pushed lol and out he came.
Read MoreSo I ended up with the epidural which was amazing relief after 36 hrs of only a few hours sleep.
Read MoreI liked the idea of being able to know exactly when my baby would be born and I liked knowing what to expect.
Read MoreSaying goodbye to your children is excruciating
Read MoreKeep breathing focus on your word or picture and crank up the music, cry, vocalize, and breathe.
Read More"I questioned if I was REALLY a mom, because I hadn't gone through a "real" delivery."
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